Humbled

Tonight I feel particularly lonely. Too tired to talk, much too tired to explain the vastly complex tangled web of situations that have brought me to this place. Yearning for help but feeling too tired to explain and even if I could feeling few, very few could understand. But then to tired to do hardly anything to distract or lull me into a pleasantly tired sleep. The only help really comes from knowing the God to whom I believe and to whom I never need to perform. Today and tonight especially I have felt humbled and laid low. Maybe there is a way forward from this.